Not ready for this world

the feeling of the beginning
the feeling of the end
to start off strong (idealism)
to become soft over time (dying)



what we know
what we think we know
things that are learned or borrowed
things that are pulled out of thin air



consistency
texture
feelings
properties



beauty
specialization
dedication
expertise



the freedom required to give without wanting
the freedom required to accept a free gift
the desire to be seduced
the seduction of desire



enough commitment to keep going
enough infatuation to keep going
enough communication to keep going
enough freedom to keep going



Not ready for this world
the snake eating itself
you said you wanted to be free
don't we all